our hopes and expectations/black holes and revelations

The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Monday, July 21, 2008

God, I am screwed. Well actually, my phone is screwed, anyway.

Veronica kept calling in the morn and I got so pissed at being woken up that I switched my phone off. Of course, I eventually decided to take her calls and turned it on again. I'm just glad it allowed me to call her back before giving up on me.

It just kept hanging and hanging! This always happens whenever I turn my phone on - so now you know why I never, never turn my phone off even when I get into an airplane - and it was so bloody irritating (and remember I don't think and act rationally in the morning, especially when my sleep gets interrupted) that I got into a rage and finally chucked my phone across the room. Well. It hit the closet at the other end of my bedroom.

Bits and pieces went flying...

It's not as bad as you'd think from that sentence. Just the back cover, the battery and SIM card. I managed to put it back together.

But it was the screen. The screen was fcked-up! Rainbow splotches all over it. It doesn't show anything else, on or off.

Well I guess I'm good at this sort of thing. You know. Damaging whatever is dear to me. I could blame it on PMS which I do have, but I think I also need anger management.

i thought the world of you
1:07 PM